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My Dad's Passing
How difficult this time is for my
family members. My father passed on March 8, 2011 and we all in the
sadness time. Before my father passed I had a been very good time with
him to talk and share about so many things. I never talked to him every
day on the phone like I did this time. Each time I called my father he
ended the conversation by saying, "Thank you very much; don't
worry for your dad you have to do what God calling you to do
first."
I spent time alone with my dad in
the hospital when the Wooster Grace team was in Grace Place, Thailand,
a home sponsored by Wooster Grace in Wiang Pa Pao, northern Thailand. I
talked to Pastor Ivanildo about this and I drove by myself to the
hospital where my dad was and got to spend a few precious hours with
him. I was so happy I was able to see him. I had prayed to God asking
him to allow me to spend time alone with my dad and somehow my step
mother needed to go back to the village and I visited him during the
same time she was not there. I talked to him and really opened my heart
about so many things. My dad said since he got very sick he cannot have
food much, and food in the hospital really different from the mountain.
I was with my dad for his lunch time and the doctor and the nurse said,
"Your dad in the last situation; the medicine can't help at
all." I am just standing there in the wing. I understood what the
doctor said and I knew I had to prepare my heart for what was
coming.
We moved my dad to a
different hospital. The hospital had hundreds of people in the same
room. There you can see everything, smell of the medicine, blood,
everything. This hospital reminded me of when I was a little girl when
my mom used to go there. When Pastor Ivanildo, my kids, my sister and I
went to see my dad again, he was totally different from when I had met
him at the other hospital. My dad wanted to go back home that day. My
stepmother and my older sister said, "He was waiting only for Faa to
come and talk to the doctor for leaving and in the last time in this
world he would like to hold Faa's hand." Next morning I went to
the hospital, I met a doctor but he didn't release my dad to go back to
the village. Finally, in the next day, I had a dream about my dad and I
got a phone call from my brother and he told me that my dad passed
away. Both my brother and my stepmother told me that in the last minute
my dad asked about me and called my name. This is so special for me.
One of
the most beautiful memories I treasure of my dad's passing is a song
that a pastor wrote to honor my dad. Now the whole village where my dad
lived sings it every night. The song says (translated from the Akha
language):
"My
last day on this earth
I'm going
to the heaven
the place
our Father provides
In this
world where I live
There is
too much pain and suffering in my life
But in
heaven there is no more pain and suffering
In the
place of God's kingdom
I will
live peacefully and enjoy life
I will be
joined with Jesus Christ
All the
suffering will be gone
And
everything will be bliss, inside God's arms
In His
Kingdom there will be no more pain
And no
one will suffer anymore
No more
tears and no more troubles in the everlasting life
I will be
with the King Jesus
Hallelujah,
glory to Him!"
When I am
weak from sorrow from not having my dad, I think of this song and this
gives me comfort. Praise God He is with Jesus. Please pray for us!
Prayers Requests:
1. Pray for two of
my new children (girls) everything new for them. Pray for the physical, emotional and spiritual health of
my two new girls will get better.
2. Pray for the
documents I need for the school of my two new girls.
3. Pray for the
process to register the G.R.O.W. as a foundation in Thailand.
4. Pray for funds
to buy a property for G.R.O.W. in Chiang Mai, Thailand. We have
identified a piece of propery that would be idela for us. We
need about $266,666 USA for 12 rai (The
Thai equivalent of Hectare; one rai is a little over 4 acres).
5. Pray for the
board of G.R.O.W. We need wisdom from God to make good decisions.
6. Pray for my trip
to USA in this year, hopefully in June.
7. Pray for my
family members and me as we deal with the grief from losing my father.
We are all praying for you and we
believe you pray for us too. Please visit our website at www.grow-worldwide.com for more
info. We do appreciate your prayers and investment in our ministry.
For the sake of the Children,
Faa
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